I have nothing to write about. really. I got a lot of things running in my head but i could not put into words.
I suck in writing.

I want to focus on positive thoughts. From July to August i could say it was indeed a downhill month for me. A broken heart, low performance in my career, too much procrastinating, basically just waking up and waiting for the day to end. I remember about me suggesting to my bestfriend about thinking good thoughts;happy thoughts. I need that now but somehow i could still feel that paralyzing feeling.

I should stop being emotional about everything.