I have nothing to write about. really. I got a lot of things running in my head but i could not put into words.
I suck in writing.

I want to focus on positive thoughts. From July to August i could say it was indeed a downhill month for me. A broken heart, low performance in my career, too much procrastinating, basically just waking up and waiting for the day to end. I remember about me suggesting to my bestfriend about thinking good thoughts;happy thoughts. I need that now but somehow i could still feel that paralyzing feeling.

I should stop being emotional about everything.

Kapag ngumiti ka na ng konti, nag-ayos ng konti pagkakamalan ka nang malandi. Hindi pangseryosohang relasyon. Marinig lang nila na malakas kang mag! sa! lita, palengkera ka na. T.O. kagad sa kanila iyon. Mahilig silang tumingin sa mga babaeng sexy manamit, kulang nalang makita na kaluluwa. Pero kapag babaeng seryosohin at gustong ligawan dapat disente, dapat mala-anghel ang mukha, dapat mukhang inosente. Tapos kami pa raw ang mahilig mamili?